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Monday, June 02, 2008 @ 4:48 PM
NOW I FINALLY TASTED THE REAL FEELINGS OF GROUNDED. its sucky, shity,lousy and the list goes on. but from this grounding period, i've found out that i cant be without sports. i'm restless, seeing all my friends, one by one walking towards the court, holding a ball. my legs starts to itch, followed by my hand, but there's nothing i can do. how i wish i can start sweating the water out of me now. i'm utterly gutted to miss the playing times with them now. even now in the early period of my grounding. i cant stand it!! "( its been weeks since i touched a bball/soccer ball. i'm dying in my heart to play but to no avail. i am prohibited by a imaginary white-glass everyday seeing my friends enjoying the fuits of their labour from the MYE. i cant step out of this white-glass for as long as till Os is over. how i wish i can break out of this glass. even today, after 4 hours of english in the morning and 3 consecutive hours of history which is notes after notes, thinking that i could let off some steam and stress, but achieved no success in persuading her to let me off this frustrating "hook". haiz. no play even after 7 hrs of work in sch. i seriously wonder how long can i resist this grounding power. i'm seriosuly sick and restless. today, seeing 1 whole gingang of sec5s gg to henderson CC to play soccer, i was wondering how i wish i could join them and tell her in the face that i'm gg for a soccer match. i think i should at least have a chance to play sports after i think the 3rd week since i'm sports-grounded? perhaps i've not impressed her with my diligent and hardworking-ness? ARGH. but i dunno why, i cant seems to stuck my ass on the chair and study. after doing 1 amaths paper, i felt so so so so tired, but stll, i'm being nagged to STUDY STUDY STUDY. how much can 1 absorbs when he's itching for something else and his heart is away in another place? haiz. this is what happened to me FREQUENTLY. the nagging continues but nothing rlly goes into my brain. & hols is here. now and den for a sports game is alright, i suppose? but nvr in MY CASE! HELP! FREE ME FROM THIS IMAGINARY GLASS!!! seriously. |